One of my most beautiful days i will cherish.. :)..
Funny.. Actually, this day shd hav become the most desperate one.. the worst semester exam i ever took in this 4 years btech life was over with, only this morning... After the exam i did see my brother, wen i was at netsavvy, but seems lyk he was too tired. He said he's goin to hostel. Bade bye..
Then i thot of goin to aneeshya who was waitin for me. I saw farsan from a distance, walkin to the college's entrance. I wanted to go talk to him.
Today morning, at home, for no reason at all, a song came to my mind "venal kaatil ..." And the next moment, i knew i was thinkin of farsan... i have not seen him for long. i then made up my mind to go see him today after exam. hmm... Time can change things widout even we being least aware of wats happening, until we sit and give it a thought .. .It's been so long... i remember the days wen i was really close to him n sree.. before i became sree's sis.. wen farsan, sree n me were jus frnds.. wen i considered myself too lucky to have them as frnds... i still remember that day, wen we 3 went to cllg to have a combined study b4 the electronics lab exam.... we had lil jokes, laughs, fun.... :).. farsan n me played with gum; and vichu got mad at us.. :) hmm.. that one day, wen i missed the bus, and they walked me to the auto stand.. :) and the canteen lunches we had together... how farsan wud make me eat it saying "oru vaa achanu vendi".."ammaykku vendi" "anilnu vendi" "eniku vendi"... :) :)... how i'd keep my purse on the table nd go to wash hands. and they'd hide it away.. :) The chalk fights we used to have in the class every day, even wen teacher was there!! :).. The long calls... msg chatting... talking heartful on shaastra, night, moon, stars... Shaastra.. Shaastra was wat bound us together.. the beach.. there, we had pachamanga mulakil kuthhi.. :)... And the evening we went to T-nagar... avide vachhu, i became desp cos i cudn't buy anything for anil and to cheer me up, sree n farsan bought me strawberry nellikka :).... varunna vazhikku maa-de oru vallya bottle medichhu njangal full theerthhu.. :).. and then wen we got there at IIT, we dint get into the campus bus from the entrance, instead walked together all the way to the open auditorium..alas, we missed the laser show!! :).. that's wrong word to use.. i dint miss that.. :).. if i had got into the bus, i'd have missssed that walk....!!! And the last night at shaastra... that was 'The Shaastra Night!'... we went to the lake.. ohhh! how will i ever forget that lake.. that night..even widout the moon above , the night light was enough to shine on the beauty of the lil waves.. the clouds reaching down to the trees in the distance seemed to be telling some story of the past, a love story probably.... wanted to stay longer and listen to it... but we cudn't, had to go..! :( .. Even now, sitting here, i cud feel that breeze.. and that smell of the lake that mystified my senses that night.. :)
.............. There had been gaps in our frndshp... i remember that birthday. i was laid up wid chickenpox. I had my fone.. eagerly waiting for calls n msgs. At sharp 12, i got a msg. Opened it hurriedly.. Wasn't i disappointed to see an unknown number! i read on anyway.. A beautiful msg.. theme was 'night'... the person askin a flutter of butterflies to go and wish me birthday.. :)... that was farsan.. obviously... :).. kept that msg for long.. (until wen i gave the fone to nokia care and they gave it back with most of the msgs deleted!!).. that was after a short gap, he had msged me that.. and i was too happy then... thought it's gonna happen all over again... but it dint... I dunno when all that ended.. it was all so abrupt, sort of... we r still frnds... but something then is missing now....
Hmm.. i walked to zamzam, met aneeshya. Asked her to leave, said i'll go with ann. Wen goin back to netsavvy, i saw farsan.. i waved to him. He came to me, was lookin for lakshmy. I dint know where she was. Anyway he came with me,stayed till i got the fotostats from netsavvy. Amma had called asking me to come only by college bus in the evening. So, i had an whole afternoon now. Farsan and I went to zamzam. He bought me uppusoda :)... i took considerable time to savour it.. In between, he asked if i'd like jilebi... :).. i was only eager to try.. The combination was a bit odd.. jilebi and uppusoda!! But what i loved was the variety.. and that he asked me to try it... :).. He suggested we go to Toll. But then he'd have to walk back all along.. So, left that idea. Bought a pack of peanuts and walked to college, having it on the way.. :).. Loved that even.. These are the lil sweet nothings i love a lot in life.. Not many understand that... hmmm..
We stopped at the back of the college ( I love that part of my college).. We were talking standing there.. he was sitting on his bike.. I was standing leanin on another one.. While talking, he noticed that i too wanted to sit. He asked me to sit on his bike. He sat on the other one and resumed our talk! :).. then.. we walked to the entrance.. again stood there talking. Met his brother, Aby. And then went to computer center. Saw fotos in FB. Talked on those fotos... lakshmy's bday.. his bday....
And it was time to go.. Jus then remembered i have 4gt my text book at zamzam. He said he'd get it and not to miss the cllg bus. Only wen i got into the bus i remmebered that there were the fotostats too, and i wanted them. So, i ran to zamzam. Got the fotostats and came back to the bus. Farsan was waiting there. He had got the ANN questions from murali sir.. :D.. hmm.. then got into the bus.. He waited there till the bus moved to the gate.. :) :)..
Was feeling so hearty.. :) In the bus, the radio was playing... All so soft and beautiful songs... :).. Already my mind was in high spirits.. Now it was singing.. hehee.. :D... Lovved the day... Felt so happy..... Friendship is wat matters the most... The happiness it gives .. is the uniqueness in itself!! :) :)
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